February 2012
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11-12-2012
promiseswewillkeep:
Today is one of those dark, crowded, lonely days. I think that there might be something wrong with me, I don’t really know if I want to be alone, I don’t know If I do want to talk to anyone, You know that feeling ” No one needs you”, ” No one loves you “, I’m having that right now. I’m kinda stuck between the person I want to be and that person I’m becoming. People don’t...
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the-society-is-to-blame:
You don’t realize how hard it is to wake up everyday. Lying to yourself to survive the day.
December 2011
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I'm not happy, I feel so alone, It's dark, crowded...
November 2011
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I'm here and I'm staying.
I can’t ease your aching heart nor take your pain away.
But I can tell you it’s okay to feel scared or get mad if you need to.
It’s okay to ask for anything or to not want to talk about it.
I’ll listen when you need to talk.
I’ll share your worries and help you face your fears.
I’m here and I’m staying.
You’re not alone.
I’ll stand by...
October 2011
9 posts
I really like what we do, as long as we keep doing...
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The thing about being sad, is that I remember that...
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Kill your heart, Step on it, Walk away and then...
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I wish I lived in a place where people say "Thank...
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No it's not going to be okay, it's just a lie to...
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Maybe tomorrow is a better day, and something...
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Someone stole my imagination while I was asleep. I...
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I’ve never met anyone who’s willing to do for me what I’m willing to do for them.
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Empty is what I am.
Heartless is what I claim.
Pointless is my life.
and The society is to blame.
September 2011
8 posts
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If you don’t want me in your life, then walk away.
I won’t be running after you.
I’m tired of running as much as I’m tired of people walking away.
Pretending is what I'm good at, faking a smile is...
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Listen with your heart and not your ears.
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I'm sorry that I don't trust you.
the-society-is-to-blame:
And everyday you give me a reason not to.
Actually, you freak me out.
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Dear mother
If only I could swap our places…
If only I could.
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Your love was never real, it was just a dream.
A dream that I kept running after.
A dream where you always leave me hanging by the end.
A dream where we meet but have nothing to say for each other.
Wrong signs.
Silent moments.
Going to bed hoping I’ll meet you halfway, waking up crying as you ran away.
But you were never real.
in fact that wasn’t a dream.
that was a nightmare.
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A dark night of suffering, a long day ahead.
where there’s no one listening, to the voice in my head.
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And I left the door open, for you to hear me...
August 2011
10 posts
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I'm always waiting.
I’m always waiting for someone.
or something.
That someone never comes.
and that something never happens.
I guess I’ll keep waiting.
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How to resume a friendship with a long lost friend...
You hate everyone around you.
You think no one cares.
the ones thing I asked from you is to call me back when you have time cause I needed you.
I needed someone to talk to.
I needed my friend to be there for me.
you didn’t.
now am the one to blame.
I’m the one who doesn’t give a damn about you.
Really ?!!!
Is that what you have become!! what kind of human being...
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There are these days when I can’t stop thinking about you , Can’t stop thinking about what we could’ve been and all I wanna do is to message you with how much I miss you . These are the days where all I wanna be is right beside you. But there are also these days where I can’t stand thinking about you , Can’t stand the fact that you lied to me or even think about how much I miss that good person I...
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Follow your brain it will save you from the pain.
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It has been a year since we started talking, and...
And here I am, ALIVE without you. Here I am, strong & standing on my feet again. Here I am, Not missing you, but missing the person I thought you were. Here I am, Standing here on my own, without needing your shoulder to lean on.
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This is why I couldn't sleep tonight.
I’m just sad because I’m trying so hard to work this friendship while you just keep pushing me away. Imagine if you’re living with a friendship that is too important to you, knowing that you might give up on me anytime, Knowing that you don’t care. Most of all knowing that I’m not important to you like you’re to me. How could I sleep at night knowing that you...
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They say that people notice what you're doing,...
But I don’t know if that’s the case, I’m not sure if that’s true. So today it felt like disappearing, I had my phone switched off, and I deactivated my FB because it’s useless anyway. and I wanted to take a break. No, I didn’t do that to see who would notice or who would care enough to ask where am I, Because I’m trying so much not to expect, and...
So many will tell you that they care, only a few...
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I thank God everyday.
I thank God for being alive today. I thank God for giving me the chance to realize how easy it is to wake up knowing that you won’t be there. I thank God for the chance of seeing the light even though you’re no longer the reason for it. I thank God for being alive today , For giving me the chance to love again.
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I'm afraid of the darkness inside your heart.