Today is one of those dark, crowded, lonely days. I think that there might be something wrong with me, I don’t really know if I want to be alone, I don’t know If I do want to talk to anyone, You know that feeling ” No one needs you”, ” No one loves you “, I’m having that right now. I’m kinda stuck between the person I want to be and that person I’m becoming. People don’t realize how hard it is to wake up everyday lying to yourself to survive the day. I’m trying so hard not to believe those things I tell myself late at night. I just need you there to tell me that it’s not true, those lies running through my head, I need you to tell me that I’m good enough, I need to know that someone out there think that my life is worth living, That they appreciate me or that they are afraid of losing me. That’s all.
I wish you were here.