You hate everyone around you.

You think no one cares.  

the ones thing I asked from you is to call me back when you have time cause I needed you.

I needed someone to talk to.

I needed my friend to be there for me.

you didn’t.

now am the one to blame.

I’m the one who doesn’t give a damn about you.

Really ?!!!

Is that what you have become!!
what kind of human being are you ?!
why did you become everything you said you won’t.
I didn’t tell you when I had my own problems cause I know you have your own.
The one thing I wanted was for you to feel better.
For you to believe I’m there for you, to know that I truly care.  But now you’re treating me like dirt.
you’re ignoring me.
You wanted to keep your distance because you thought you were falling for me.
You keep punishing me for telling you the truth.
for being honest.
but I’ll tell you what my friend, I didn’t promise you anything that I couldn’t keep.
I told you I’ll be there for you and am still here whenever you need me.
The problem is that you already lost my trust a long time ago.
when you decided that ignoring me would be the best solution to get over me.
I’m tired of trying.
I’ll just watch you from a distance, to make sure you’re doing okay.
I’ll do my part and forget about yours.

- Esraa Ammar